Thank you for your message. I love to get responses. Unfortunately, I do not have a keyholder. My ex girlfriend used to dom me when we dated. I still see her occasionally, in the past it was pretty much only for lunch. I showed her this blog, and she has given me some tasks (I think at first she didn’t really think I would post all she made me do) Saturdays task was far and away the most demanding thing she had ever made me do. I still feel humiliated and embarrassed when I think of how I looked and what I did, but it also still gets me excited. Thanks for reading my blog and thanks for sending me your message.
Once I had reached 100 followers I met my ex for lunch and showed her the suggestion that I had received telling what I should do to be allowed to cum now that I had reached my goal. She laughed, and liked the suggestion, but told me that since I had chosen to share my fantasies and my craving for humiliation and my sissy desires with the public by making my blog, that my task for reaching 100 followers should be as public as she could possibly make it. She gave me the following instructions:
First I was to go shopping immediately, I was to buy new panties, a bustier or teddy and stockings. She felt that if 100 people were watching me be a sissy I had to do more than wear panties. Next, rather than go to an adult bookstore again, where only a few men would see me, she told me I would be going to an adult theater. My task would be to go to an adult theater with my new sissy clothes on under my shirt and pants. I had to walk right down to the front and sit in the center of the very front row. But before I sat down I had to take off all of my clothes except my new femmy sissy clothes. I could not cover myself up or put on any of my other clothes the entire time I was there. I had to sit right in the open dressed as a sissy. She decided that I would stay there for six hours. One hour for every day it took to reach 100 followers from my first post about it. And, of course, I would be required to serve anyone who wanted to use me.
I almost refused. I had never considered staying in an adult bookstore for six hours, much less an open theater. And, while I had often fantasized about being dressed as a slut and surrounded by hard eager cocks, I was not sure I really wanted it to happen. I knew that if I did as she said and sat dressed like that and openly exposed, any man who saw me would know that I was there for sex and would never refuse if he walked up and shoved his cock in my face. I swallowed hard and told her I agreed. I was rewarded by her laughing at me, calling me her sissy fag, and reminding me that I would also have to post all the details on my blog.
I went out the next day and shopped. I bought the outfit in the pictures above. Saturday morning I dressed, and was so nervous that I put a run in one of the stockings. I am sure I will be punished for that. I got to the theater just before 11:00 AM. She made me go Saturday telling me I would have a better chance of it being crowded than on a weekday. I went into the theater and walked down to the front row. I hesitated as I stood in front of the seats. My eyes weren’t adjusted to the dark, but I could see there were at least a dozen or so men in the theater. I took off my shirt, then my pants and pushed them under a seat and sat down. I was committed. Sitting, fully exposed as a sissy in a porn theater. I do have to confess, my little cock was hard and quivering in my panties.
After about 15 - 20 minutes two men moved up and sat on each side of me. The man on my right had his pants open and his cock out. I reached over and touched it, stroking it gently. He leaned back in his seat and smiled. Leaning over I kissed the head and let it slip between my lips, but the arm of the seat was in the way. I slipped out of my seat onto the floor and leaned over his lap, taking his cock in my mouth. I fondled his balls and sucked him as the other man watched. The second man soon moved over into my seat and reached down and rubbed the front of my panties. He could feel my hard cock and squeezed it. He then opened his pants and reached back down to rub my cock through the front of my panties. I reached up and stroked his cock as I sucked the first man. Unfortunately, I was so horny and excited it only took a couple of minutes and I started to cum, spurt after spurt making a wet sticky mess in my panties. He pulled his hand away, wiping his fingers through my hair as he pushed my head down a little on the cock in my mouth. The man I was sucking began to buck his hips and soon shot his load into my mouth. I swallowed it, and licked and sucked his cock clean. Then turned back to the man who had made me cum. I leaned down to take his cock into my mouth but he held my head away. Grabbing the hair at the back of my head he held my face just in front of his cock as she stroked faster. I settled as low as I could on the floor, positioning my face just below his cock. I closed my eyes and opened my mouth and stuck my tongue out. He rubbed the head of his cock across my tongue as he stroked, finally shooting his load across my face and into my mouth and on my tongue. I swallowed what I could then opened my eyes to see that there were three more men in the second row, leaning over the seats and watching what had just happened. I was humiliated, but my cock was already getting hard again in my sticky panties.
I remained on the floor looking up at the men waiting to see what they would do. Two of them moved around and sat down in the seats right in front of me, cocks out. I wrapped a hand around each of them, and began to stroke them. I sucked first one into my mouth then the other. I alternated sucking each one, taking turns, moving back and forth. At some point I felt something hit my head and I looked up. The third may had come around while I was sucking these two. He was standing next to me and had been jerking his cock and had just cum all in my hair and over my shoulders. I felt his cum seeping through my hair as I turned back to sucking the two cocks in front of me. Once I made both of them cum they quickly got up and left. Only an hour in the theater and I had already sucked three men and had two other cum on me.
The next several hours went like that. Long periods where no one was near me and I sat there exposed and vulnerable, then times of hectic activity as one or more men approached and I would suck them. Some would not let me suck their cocks, but if they were stroking themselves I knelt near them offering my face for them to cum on. Several men shot their loads on my submissively upturned face. I did not wipe any of it off, but let it drip down my face and dry.
At some point I noticed a couple walking down the aisle. As they got closer I realized it was a woman and (what I thought to be) her husband. They looked to be mid 50’s and the woman was leading the man, his cock hanging out of his pants. She stopped and pulled him so he was standing right in front of me, his dick an inch from my face. Looking up at her I said, “Ma’am, may I please suck his cock” she laughed and said “Of course, that is why I brought him down” “Thank you Ma’am” I quickly responded and engulfed his cock with my mouth. I sucked him for about ten minutes and she reached down and grabbed the front of my panties. “Ohhhh, someone made a mess in his panties” she said, laughing. I nodded my head, causing it to bob up and down on her husbands cock. She tightened her fingers, wrapping them and the panties around my cock, and began to masturbate me. I moaned but kept sucking her husband. She continued to stroke me until I finally came again, making another mess in my panties. Raising her hand, she brushed it across her husbands face, pushing her fingers in his mouth for him to suck. He filled my mouth with cum even as he sucked the remnants of my cum from his wife’s fingers.
It was finally getting close to 5:00 PM and almost time when I could put my clothes back on and run. Before it was quite time, yet one more man came down and sat next to me. I quickly knelt in front of him reaching into his lap to open his pants. He helped me open them, then actually slid them down to his ankles. I licked his balls, licked up and down his shaft and sucked his cock into my mouth. He seemed very content to lean back and watch the movie as my lips slid up and down his cock. He remained very hard, but never seemed to get close to cumming. I sucked his cock non stop for over forty minutes. I had a crick in my neck and my jaw was actually aching when he finally reached down and pulled my head off his cock. He raised me up to my feet, and pulled my wet panties down. Leaning forward, he licked the cum off my balls and sucked my cock clean. I quickly hardened in his mouth and he reached around, grabbing my cheeks and pulling me into him. There were still men around, although several rows away, and I could see most were watching us. Having strange men watch as I was sucked by another man was almost as embarrassing as having them watch me suck cock. I had already cum twice so it took him a little time to make me do it again. But he was very good and finally I could feel my balls tense and I dribbled a few drops of sissy cum in his mouth. It was a pathetic orgasm, but the best I could manage after having cum twice already.
I quickly pulled my panties up, cringing at the feel of the wet sticky material. It was almost 6:00 PM by then and I had stayed an extra hour. Pulling my clothes on, I left. As I exited the theater and started across the lobby, I suddenly remembered all the cum that had been shot on my face and in my hair. I walked quickly across the well lit lobby and out the doors.
As I drove home I realized that in one day I had just sucked nine men, making them cum in my mouth, one man for an extended time but was unable to make him cum, six others had cum on my face, one man and one woman had jerked me off into my panties, and one man had sucked my little cock. I had truly become a sissy slut.
Thank every one of my followers for helping me reach this goal so that I could have the most humiliating but most exciting day of my life.
Thank you. I have been following your exploits and what your girlfriend has been doing. It sounds like you are loving it. Thanks for following and suggesting. As they say, the die is cast. I now have no control over what will be done.
Thank you. Yours is the first, of I hope many, replies.
I do have an earlier post about being locked and the keys given to a man and a stranger. It scares the heck out of me but makes me hard in my cage at the same time.
Thank you for following me and for your response.
I am now at 86 followers ( on the sissy wannabe blog). That amazes me and I thank everyone of you who are following me. Even though I have only had one orgasm in 38 days, I am now back in chastity and on my third day. I won’t be allowed to cum until I reach 100 followers. I also want to ask, beg if I have to, anyone who looks at this blog to offer their suggestion on what I will have to do to cum after I reach 100 followers. Every single suggestion will be posted here I will not be allowed to leave any out. And, to make sure I have no control over it at all, I will have to show all of them to my ex who will then chose which one I will have to do. The idea of having to follow the instructions of a complete stranger to be allowed to cum is making my cock hard and uncomfortable in my cage. Thank you all for looking.
I have finally been allowed to cum, and as promised I will share the humiliating but exciting details. First, below is the suggestion one of my followers sent for what I should have to do:
You must tell someone how long you have been made to go without even touching yourself, and explain that you are only allowed to cum again if someone is watching you - in person, not on a cam. When you convince someone to watch, you may masturbate till you cum.
I met with my ex on Friday, Sept 28th, which was also the 30th day of my enforced chastity. I made the mistake of showing her that post, telling her it had been 30 days and asking if she would unlock me and watch me masturbate. She laughed at me and told me that was no humiliation at all as she had done that a number of times and already knew I was a little sissy slut who would do anything to cum. However she did say she liked the idea and liked it even more that it was one of my followers that sent it so I would be obeying them. She added a couple of additional conditions as punishment for asking her. I could only ask another in person, in a video booth at an adult bookstore. I would not be allowed the anonymity of a gloryhole. It had to be a man, and he had to be standing next to me. I had to be locked in my cage, tell him how many days and tell him that I could not cum until I convinced someone to unlock my cage and let me masturbate as they watched. I could go try over the weekend. If I did not find someone willing to let me jerk off I had to wait a week and try again the following weekend. If that didn’t work I could continue every following weekend until I succeeded. And just to add to my embarrassment she told me I had to post the assignment and the results here.
I went an adult bookstore both days over that weekend (Sept 29 & 30). I wore my nipple clamps with the key to my cage hanging from the chain between them, my cock locked in my cage and wearing panties. I went into a booth, took off my shirt and pulled my pants to my ankles and left the door open a few inches so anyone walking by could look in. Several men looked in, looked disgusted and left. I found that to be the most humiliating of all. Men who were trolling video booths didn’t want me. Several men came in and I immediately pulled my panties down to show my cock cage, told him how long since I had touched my own dick and what I needed to do to be allowed to cum. They would touch my cage, pull it or twist it, and one even picked up the key and tugged on my nipple clamps. But none unlocked me. One man did come in, listen to me, and laughed at me as he twisted my cage from side to side. He then opened his pants and took out his cock. I dropped to my knees, licked his balls, and took his cock in my mouth, hoping that he would unlock me and let me masturbate when I was through. He just filled my mouth with cum and left, leaving me locked and horny.
I went back last weekend, nipple clamps on, locked and wearing panties. Saturday three or four more men either looked in or came into my booth but none would let me cum. Sunday I was getting desperate, and had been standing exposed like that in a booth for almost three hours, the longest I had ever stayed at a bookstore. Finally a man came in, listened to me, smiled and pulled on the cage. He asked me if it was true I had not cum in 38 days. I promised him it was and began to beg for him to unlock me and let me cum. He spent about fifteen minutes running his hands over my body, twisting my nipple clamps, cupping and squeezing my ass, running his fingers over my balls and squeezing my cock cage. Finally, he made me bend over so the key would reach the lock without him having to take it off the chain between my clamps. He unlocked the lock and watched as I pulled the front piece off. I looked up at him and said, “May I please masturbate, Sir?” He smiled and just nodded. I quickly jerked my little sissy cock and it was only a few moments before I shot my cum all over my fingers. I licked my fingers clean and was just reaching down for my panties and pants and saying “Thank you” when he dropped his pants, and pulled his underpants down freeing his very hard cock. I stopped as I was, and with my pants at my ankles and my panties at my knees I knelt and took his cock in my mouth. I really don’t like men, but love the humiliation of having to suck cock and swallow cum, particularly when I am horny. Now, immediately after cumming, I really didn’t want to suck him but knew I had to. It was difficult and much less pleasant than normal, but soon he had both hands on the side of my head and was humping my mouth. I didn’t have to do anything but keep my lips wrapped around is cock and let it slide back and forth on my tongue. He must have enjoyed what had happened as he soon shot a very large load in my mouth. I swallowed several times and made sure to lick and suck his cock clean. He pulled up his pants and left, and I quickly put myself back together and left as well.
This just shows how much more submissive I get the hornier I get
Blowjobs from a sissy slut like me are not worth $20. My Domme would set a price for the use of her key. She would give me a credit of $5 for every cock that I sucked, but only if I sucked it until it came and then swallowed it all down.
Top photos are my new chastity tag, showing both sides. Three weeks today without an orgasm. I have been wearing the CB6000 every day, all day, under my clothes since Monday and will continue to do that until the end of the month and until I am released to cum.
If I had a real keyholder I would show her this post. I am certain that I would regret doing that, but would show her anyway.
Here are better photos of the CB6000. I have worn it all day today, ten and a half hours and counting. I liked the photos I had seen of sissys with tags so went out to a pet store and made one in one of the machines. I was very nervous in an open store typing the words “Sissy bitch” onto a screen for the tag. Kept glancing around hoping no one would see. Unfortunately, I don’t like the font and find it is not very readable. I am afraid I will be going back to make a new one. This tag can be engraved on both sides. I am thinking of putting “Sucks Cock” on the back. Post any ideas you may have. If I find one I like better and is more humiliating I will use that. The idea of putting that on a screen in a store and not being able to do anything about it until the tag engraves and comes out makes me very nervous, but very excited.
Alright, I am still wearing the CB6000 and have been since 6:30 AM. Ten and a half hours including all day at work. While I could always feel it was there (what would be the fun if I forgot!) it was definitely more comfortable than the old CB2000. Certainly no significant pain and only moderate discomfort. It was so arousing wearing it all day and imagining the reaction of my coworkers if they knew, of course, that only made me try to get hard and add to my discomfort. I suspect that I will be in this quite a bit and hope anyone who watches this blog will offer suggestions of where and how I can wear it, and even more, what I will have to do to be allowed out of it.